Sometimes I look up. Then I see all those others floating in their lives. They do what they do. They are completely themselves. I see their rays. Their light is so bright. It seems like they live the best life.

Still, I know everyone falls down sometimes. Everyone has sadness and can bring to mind difficult moments. People all have similar emotions at a time in their lives, but when I see someone totally in their element, I sometimes have doubts.

Am I on my way? Have I taken the right path? They shine so much in what they do, but here I am watching from the ground.

I dream about the things I wish for. Wish for the world and myself. I wish to do so much, but where do I start? I lose myself in my boost of energy. I can see the most beautiful dreams so clearly. People I meet and the great things I get to do. Dreams are looking so real, there in my mind. Everything is possible there. So I'm there and there and over there in a second. Without fear, without pain. No sadness. I start to shine, but then I come back to the now. I see where I am. I see where I was. What I was doing at that moment and falling back to the ground. I'm losing my power to float. I only see now.

You're a little child, I hear myself say. I feel my body stabbing. My eyes drop to the ground. I don't see anything, I just look. You need her! You can't do it yourself! You still can't do it yourself! You just do, but you shouldn't. You should know better now! Do better! You are older. You are wiser. You have to do better….

Still, I try to dream again. I look at my visions again. The most beautiful experiences and everything I wish for are coming to life. I feel my heart full of love again and I sigh. I can do that. I can do that. Not all at once but step by step. I can shine like them. I can shine like me. I can cheer for them when I see them. I can laugh at their laughter. I can join in. I can shine as well. I can also become amazed and just be amazed. I don't need to compare. I don't have to go down anymore. I don't have to sit around here. I can dream. I can go.