There were moments of inspiration. Things I saw in my imagination. Words I heard in my mind. A message that I wanted to share. Every time I felt inspired to paint, I wanted to tell about awareness. Through symbolism, colors, and feelings I hoped to give meaning to my works. These are a few of my paintings. A small collection of before.
Happiness
is a choice
We won't have to agree on everything. Still, everything around you is connected. The point is: 'Do you learn from it, or will you stand still?' It's your own choice how you look. Your mind is your liberation. A prison if you let it. Your mind is what you make it. When you see the pain in your mind, you feel the pain. When you choose to see and experience love, you will see and run into it. It starts within you.
The moments from the past have shaped me into who I am today. I can let go of the fear of sharing my feelings. That was in the past. The moments I experienced were there for a reason. I forgive myself and my environment for myself. To move on, so I can heal the wound in my heart. I will let it all in. I am here. Ready to experience life.
The Hidden
Growing in ways
I was lost for some time. Again I found myself against obstacles. Blurry visions and vague ideas held a grip on me. Closed off from the world and me. Unaware of the beauty of vulnerability. The leaves of the fuchsia look like a bel when it is closed, but when it is ready, it reveals a flower on the inside. A rose fragile and pure, unique in its own way. The folds of the leaves shape a pattern unique like a person. It reminded me that I was going to find my way.
Begin
Putting on your masks. Disappearing in the feeling of not mattering to the world. Losing yourself in thinking over and over about all the things that could hurt you. Let it go and find your path. A road can change. That’s okay. Spread your wings and fly in your direction. Find the gold in the moments of your day. See the wonders you make. Look for your happiness and feel it. Let it all in.
